I had a great visit with my sister today. I wish we lived closer to each other so we could see each other more often. I miss her so much. I'm feeling a little sad now. I have a hard time making friends. I don't leave the house very often, I'm rather shy in public, and I just don't trust most people. Therefor I don't have many people I can confide in. Of course I have my husband, but that's just not the same as a best "girl" friend. So I cherish the relationship I have with my sister very deeply. Today during our visit we did our makeup and just hung out. She showed me how to download free ebooks and we watched some hilarious youtube videos. I wasn't ready for her to go home when she left!
My mood this evening is still a bit depressed. That has been the case for about the past couple of weeks now, and it just keeps getting worse. I'm definitely going to have to discuss it with my doctor at my next appointment. I hate feeling this way all the time. I can't even bring myself to enjoy reading anymore, and that's very unusual because I am a book lover. I'm not so depressed that I'm crying all the time or anything like that, but I definitely notice a downward trend. I just don't want to let it get out of control. I've been there before and it's not pretty. At least I recognize it's happening and am willing to do something about it.
There's another beautiful moon out tonight. I'm going to go gaze at it for a bit! Wishing everyone a peaceful and restful night.
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